"A person starts to live when he can live outside himself"~Albert Einstein

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

She said ilooked young, (smiling), idk what age she thought iWas but hmm she's young&hawt, so i'll accept it as a compliment...



Mos Def got more shyt to say, but iGotta run, enjoy the SONG'S LYRICS cause YES this is the mood I'm in FA REAL...





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Monday, March 30, 2009

The CAR SEARCH continues, iMight as well keep y'all updated on this situation until i'm actually in my Whip


ifinally got my hands on something imight be able to turn into "Pure Beauty", yea iKnow the whole slab thing is getting old, but I've been working hard, and before iGet my own pad iWant a new whip to feel even more accomplished. Isay accomplished because iGraduate to an Associates degree this summer, and a Slab would set it off. imos def will have it ready %60 by July 2009. Wish me luck, don't wish me death. Anyways gotta call this NATE guy from craigslist.com and see if the 95 caprice he has is worth my time. And yea the pic included is a 95 caprice, cats usually turn them into fake 96 SS Impalas, but who? Not Me Naw NOT ME...lol
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Why do they like to stick around afterwards? Go Home!!! lol


Don't pay any mind to the subject, i'M just being silly, or AM i? "Sex, Love, Pain baby iBe on that Tank shit" ~Drake...Anyways read between the lines, last night was time for some well needed _____, I've worked six days straight, and i'M going for five more 'til Relay weekend. iMight come back Sunday afternoon, and see what my sis's "Cookout" is all about. Speaking of sis', it seems like she's fading away from life. The "Love Bug" struck her hard, &&& in my opinion,65% of the world is Love Drunk, and that's why so many people end up bitter and depressed. Everyone wants companionship...No one can stand the thought of being alone for a few months; kickin' it with friends, engaging in new hobbies, OR SOMETHING! Wake Up!! One day you WILL be alone, so get used to the feeling an embed it in your DNA, so the feeling doesn't become suicidal, jEesh!!! lol Live for YOU cause either way, to always need someone around you without considering their lifestyle is selfish sMh...And believe i"m not saying "GIVE UP ON L.O.V.E.", I'm just saying "Be Patient", matter fact Google the causes of divorce/separations...It's pathetic, anyways.... http://http://www.buzzle.com/articles/common-causes-and-reasons-for-divorce.html


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Sunday, March 29, 2009

Me and my boy T.O.N.Y. have been running/jogging the past few months, he does his mile 7:30 or less while I'm 8:25 or less, I just find out today...


After a major study in a group of 125,000 humans, the average mean time was approx. 10:07:79.

Urnightshiftpal:thats a very slow jog, not a run.

This is the average rate a mile is ran, so now iDon't feel so bad. I still need to get down to six minutes hopefully. I've always wanted to have the heart/stamina of an olympic runner. lol
(That's just me iGuess)

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Some of the innovative shyt iWarned you about earlier. Cell phones are a craze now, so of course this has to be posted by !Me!, iThink this could $ell



via: yankodesign.com

I have been covering design and technology for many years now and the product design that excites me the most is the Cellphone. If you trace it from its origins, you will be amazed to see how this communication device has transformed from a basic wireless telephone to a fashion gizmo that packs it in all. If it’s not the camera, projector or touchscreen prowess, then it’s the blinged look that this device boasts of. Here’s a look at the Poison that brings a transparent LCD screen to the device. Looking more like a perfume bottle than a phone, it’s toxic!
Designer: Ryan Ma

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I really enjoy being by myself, just learning about OTHER people, the GF got me feeling like Murs at the moment, WHAT A DAY!!



People always ask me why iListen to dude, and my answer is "Cause he's true to himself", people like Murs give me confidence, especially when writing rhymes(slash)poetry. "Me and this Jawn got a thing goin' on", yea the GF got my attention going elsewhere, hmm I must have my females crossed =-\


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Saturday, March 28, 2009

Sometime I'll have post like these that'll contain some innovative shyt, or something I'm just diggin' like a model or car or some art, WHO KNOWS?

Like this:


iHope he learns, GOD OVER GUNS, "Stop the Violence"
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One Day You're Here...

Everyman's life is a plan of God. MR. WAYNE LEONARD BELL, JR. Dec. 25, 1982 - March 20, 2009 Wayne's life will be celebrated at 12 PM, Saturday, March 28th. Visitation will be prior to service beginning at 11 AM. Service will be held at Evangelistic Baptist Church, 902 Atkinson St, North Little Rock, Arkansas. Wayne will be resting in the Rose Chapel of Mabrie Memorial Mortuary from 1 until 8 PM, today, Thursday, March 26th. A Memorial service is scheduled for 6:30 PM. Cherishing many memories, he leaves his loving parents, Mr. Wayne Leonard, Sr. and Mrs. Lynn Bell; his loving brother, Vallon Bell; his grandfather, Clemmet Dedmon; special girlfriend, NaToya Murphy and host of relatives and friends. Final arrangements entrusted to Robinson Mortuary, Inc., 1201 Dr. Martin Luther King Dr., Little Rock, Arkansas, (501) 374-0111 and Mabrie Memorial Mortuary.


iFound it kind of hard to concentrate at work. Just found out my old team mate/coworker passed away. First the Gossip reel said it was a "Drunk Driving" incident, then iFigured out it was "Gun Shot" killing. The Homey WAYNE BELL JR. aka Tha Sanga, makes the third homey iLost since September 2008 to a "Gun Shot" killing. Just when I'm on the verge of buying a show-car/slab this shit happens. iFeel like times are hard and people are getting antsy over the littlest shit. iDon't know. *sigh* Then my home girl all the sudden gets a change of heart, by that iMean, for months she would always come at me like a big bro (and iLuv that), but earlier she basically through TEXT was like "I want you next to me"...I'm like WTF, but iKept it playa and faded away from it. I'm just not a cheating nigga even if my GF is acting funny 55% of time. Oh Well, right now iJust wanna make it to the TEXAS RELAYS, and kick it with my BroBros. The only girl I'm diggin right now is Brittani aka Breezy, (For the record my GF's name is spelled Brittany) she labeled me her guardian angel, and for some reason iFeel determined to guide her whenever she needs me, and iDon't even know her that good, but it feels so right (crazy huh?) anyways iHope this weekend isn't filled with more B.S. news, but I'll see.


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Monday, March 23, 2009

A (Be)YouTiFUL day


Interesting day, hmm iFound my self on the phone with my homegirl for about 100 minutes (Something iHate doing), but she seemed to be in need of convo, so iTalked a little. iDidn't tell her much about me cuz iFeel like "Don't ask, Don't tell". I'm not the most open dude in the world, so sue me. She seems pretty cool, iHope we can continue our friendship like it is w/o ruining it due to temptation. Hmmm only time will tell. On another note iFelt like iProvided a new friend with some good advise. iLove giving advise to people who seem to be open to hear it. My GF does NOT really care to hear my opinions really, so a lot of times iFind myself trying to connect with someone else on a spiritual level. Is that wrong? idunno fuck it.

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Sunday, March 22, 2009

3/22/09 (Curtain Opens)


These will be my thoughts online, and iJust wanna start this off by saying, "what an awkward weekend", but it's all good. Got back with an old friend, and iThink she was kind of astonished by my change (Haven't seen her in 4 years). We talk a lot via text, but "in person iAm everything and more"~Drake..Even though iWasn't dressed to impress iThink iLeft a nice impression by just being shy old me. It's cool we kicked it, sometimes you just have to experience another mindset outside of what you're used to, well that's just me.

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(Picture of me and GF, not old friend)